Friday, July 24, 2009

AWAKE.

Here's letter a wrote to Katie this morning about the night's events.

Hey Aunt Katie! - Wow. We didn't go to bed until after midnight (late for me!) and I couldn't fall asleep. Then I woke up at 2:30, thought about taking another test...decided just to pee. Then tossed and turned ALL NIGHT - every time I rolled over, I thought about being pregnant. And here I am, awake at 6:40am with no sleep. I don't know how to feel! I still feel the need to guard my emotions and not get too excited or let it sink in 'cause that's what I've been doing for 12 months! Especially because it's soooo early.

I keep wondering too, if I'm PMS-y. I got a couple zits, and usually at this time of month it's because my period is coming but it could also be from camping and not washing my face. My boobs aren't really sore - I asked Jake a few days ago if they look bigger (wishful thinking). He didn't think so but then commented on the girls two days ago looking a little more round and full. HALLELUJAH! DD here I come! :)

Well, I might try to go back to bed or just go to the gym. Thanks for being excited...I didn't know how you would feel since you've been trying forever too, but you are a true, genuine friend and your excitement was written all over your face last night and I felt it in your hug. That means so much to me. I wondered a couple weeks ago how I would feel when you told me you were pregnant since you were late and I can honestly say I felt no disappointment, I felt no resentment...it was pure hope and joy. I'm so glad. I know we have a sweet friendship that God has blessed us with and I am just so thankful for that.

Anyway, I hope you have a great day at work!!

Love,
Mama C

P.S. I took another test this morning - PREGNANT. :)



Here's a picture taken the morning after we found out I was pregnant!


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